实习医生格蕾 第三季

   作为一部行业题材剧，《Grey’s Anatomy》延续了美肥皂剧的传统，典型的小社会圈，多样化的人物，复杂的关系网络，以及不断衍生的新关系与裂变的情感

    这让我很容易就直接联想到多年前的TVB的《妙手仁心》，故事都是发生在医院这个小型的社会圈，一个单一化的社会角落，却都包含了各式各样的人生，在医院中匆匆过往的病患中，从出生到死亡，得到与失去，上演了一幕幕的人间悲欢，却也囊括了大社会的人生种种，去感受生命，领悟价值的不仅是一个个病患，更是那些整日在医院繁忙穿梭的实习医生们

   《Grey’s Anatomy》属于典型的美式行业剧情片，出轨，一夜情，同性恋，多角恋…这些美剧应该有的感情元素在《Grey’s Anatomy》中一个也没漏掉，而美剧的优势就在于：不同的族群，阶级，性取向，文化身份都可以在其中一一展示，这就使GA与《妙手仁心》相比显得更加的多元化，那么在观看之初也就更有看头，各种关系渐变中所带来的好奇心与愉悦是引导观众持续观看的动力， 这也正是美剧的强项

    在前三季中，Grey与Derek分分和和，在确定与闪躲之间游移，加上Derek前妻Addison的出现，而她与Derek老友之间的暧昧，反而使得剧情变得更有看头；在经历了对Grey的暗恋，与护士的相恋，再与Callie的婚姻之后，兜兜转转的George还是转回到了Izzie身上；Alex则在工作的压力与模糊的情感中彷徨前进；性格固执好胜的两个人Yang与Burke在接连不断的摩擦中碰撞出爱的花火；主治疗医师Bailey在严厉和强硬背后其实也有不为人知的一面……

    这些实习生们，每天看着医院中别人的悲欢离合，奇样人生，却在同样的舞台上演绎着自己，为的是人生的最大实现，寻找人生的方向，价值的导航，以及自己可以依靠的真爱，虽然在感情上常常看来有时过于随便，却不知不觉中在这复杂纠结的过程之中逐渐迸发出人性的光芒
 
    近年来的美剧中亚裔面孔频频出现，不论是各大剧集中频频客串的Lucy Liu，还是之前大热的《Heroes》中的可爱小子Hrio与他的朋友Ando，《Lost》中的Sun与Jin，这些都为如今的美剧注入了新鲜的血液，从视觉和文化上均给观众带来一丝新鲜感。而个人认为《Grey’s Anatomy》中的Yang是此剧的一大亮点，人物特性十分鲜明，性格刚毅，争强好胜，处事态度过于理智，但时不时在工作中透露出一些冷幽默，当与同样强势的Burke两强相遇后，两个原本看似冷漠的人个性的多样面与温柔面逐渐展现，这种冷漠中的温情恰好是我这种观众最乐于看到的

    虽然之前的欢喜冤家Izzie与George最终或许可以凑作堆，其实早在剧集刚开始她们住到同一屋檐下的时候我就预料到会有这一天，但我却不喜欢这样的情感方式，Izzie久久不能忘记逝去男友，甚至到不愿再踏入医院从事自己一直向往的工作，却180度的反转去当了George第三者，到底她是受不了看到曾经的闺中密友被另一个女人Callie独占而心生醋意还是在此过程中发现自己的真感情，观众不得而知，或许都有吧，撇去道德与否的问题，只是这种突发的情感与其发生的方式却是让作为观众的我所不能接受的；Grey与Derek之间本以风云转晴的关系又再起波澜，两人协议分手，答应各自找寻自己的幸福；最为反转的是让人期待的Yang与Burke的幸福婚礼流产了，而当听说Burke在新季将会离开的时候，我对接下来剧情的期望降到了谷底

  《Grey’s Anatomy》 还在继续的不断上演，新的脸孔将会在医院出现，新的关系将不断的衍生，病患们的生老病死，悲欢离合仍然源源不断的在身边发生，新的烦恼也会不断的充斥到格蕾们的生活之中，伴随着预告中Burke的离开，Derek的新恋情，Grey妹妹的加入，Addison的离去又归来， George与Izzie间之间的纠葛，Callie的同性情感……不知我们是应仍抱有期待还是该就此放弃？
 
   当这些都不在是实习生的医生们继续他们的生活时，不是实习生的格蕾们还能叫《实习医生格蕾》吗？

       关于meredith差点死，首先她放弃生命的原因是她妈得了老年痴呆清醒之后恨铁不成钢的骂了她，于是她就想死了并且真的那样做了，你能理解吗？我不能！！！！！！！！！！如果这样，天朝多少人都不应该活在这世上了啊？亲！
       然后她溺水了不知道多久，又在医院里没有心跳几个小时，最后居然神奇的活过来了，而且身体机能没有一点损害，要知道大脑无血液灌注4-6分钟就会有不可逆损害。是4-6分钟，不是他妈的4-6小时。艹你妈的编剧，好的不学怎么跟天朝的编剧一样白痴了，好吧，我也想死了并且打算这么干。
       艹你妈的编剧！

几天时间,看完了第三季.以及第四季中cristina判定burke的那段台词.
again and again.

我不知道是触动了自己的哪根神经.
所有疼痛的感觉清晰明了,却无所适从.
记得曾经也对sex and the city中的adam有过这样的心疼.
但,那是因为我心疼carrie.惋惜她的错过.

这次,我只是单纯的为burke难过.
我爱这个人物.即使他由一个并不很红的演员饰演.
但他眼神坚定,温暖自信,推动自己去爱一个不懂迂回和温柔的东方女人.
一次次主动,一次次自我解嘲,一次次压抑欣喜.
最终,不拘什么原因,让他离开.
还要在他无法出镜的时候,由他的前女友异常坚定证词凿凿的为他做了总结.
所有人,只能靠想象,知道他过的是不是真的更好.

这很不公平.
他所得的一切都是他应得的.
他正直,善良,专注.
在他受枪伤的时候,两个同伴一次次真心的提醒对方,
他是他们由衷尊敬的正直善良的preston burke.
他准备精致的早餐;他对自己的身体保持严格的训练;
他有整洁的房间;有世界上最温暖和床和沙发;
他常常抱着一本书,安安静静等着她.如果她愿意,扑上来,爬上来,怎样都可以.
他从来在当下,得不来自己想要的答案和温存拥抱.
她向来都会迟疑,离去,不敢承诺.
即使稍后,他会得到补偿,生硬的,羞涩的.
但只要对方尽了力,他便接受.
有没有人想过,在等待的时间里,这个孤独却坚定的男人心里会想些什么?
有人尝试过这样的等待吗?

burke爱这个医院,还有他的朋友们.
isaiah也表示哪怕是配角也愿意回这个剧组.
但,依然有了第五季,六季,还有第七季.
有了owen,却没有他.

所有人都遗忘了他.包括cristina.
他剧中的朋友们,编剧,以及观众.甚至他自己.
但我却不会.甚至有种病态的悲伤和背叛感.
怎么会有人,忘记了Dr.burke?
他和朋友们的联结,微笑,邀请,合作.
他的那些奔跑,皱眉,疲惫,坚定甚至生死与共,就都不作数了吗?

对我来说,这个剧,己经结束了.
我一直对自己说,作为一个有可能作专职编剧的人.
怎么能2到自己沉溺其中?
但是,我愿意让自己放纵一下.甚至毫不掩饰的写这篇文.

就如同在路边,突然间停下看云,或者拉住某一个落泪人的手.
也或者你蹲下来,抚摸一只心甘情愿发出咕噜声的流浪猫.
这都是情感.
无论何时何地,这都是最宝贵的东西.

美剧里面,常常表达爱,诚信,专业,善良这些信息.
我们喜欢的,不就是这些吗?
一群在任何情况下都能小幽一默的人们.
有时候也夸张地惊叫,古怪,自私自利.
但他们也有抚着亲人的额头吻下去的习惯.
他们更擅长被说服和原谅别人.

我们是不承认信仰的一个民族.
因为我们缺失.所以我们不相信很多东西,冷漠是我们的保护色.
没有人会在电梯里笑着say hi,也极少有人会在医院得到一张笑脸和耐心的回应.
我们也不擅于拥抱一下正在哭泣的朋友甚至家人.
我们抱怨的方式是直接了当带着脏字的.
当别人不听我们倾诉的时候,我们会大发脾气.
而他们,经常各说各.并且偶尔诚实到有些残忍.
最终,彼此却都能接受.

而这,正是我们之间的区别.

Ok,老娘的情绪太多了点儿.
那是因为我甚至无法在网络上搜到isaiah更多的消息.
被剧组开除以后,他饰演的角色是绝对配角,并且发胖.看上去平庸.
那个戴着小花帽喜欢扶着腰走来走去的男人不见了.
那个生气的时候会直呼Dr.yang而叫自己I am preston burke的男人不见了.
那个为了掩饰尴尬想亲近自己女人的时候会咬唇,转头再回来的男人,也不见了.
他停滞在那个教堂的门口,再也不见了.

sorry,我只是在向我的Dr.burke道别.

我想,如果burke还在,会有无限可能.
于isaiah也是一样.

       Cristina, I do promise, to hold you and cherish you.
　　And I promise, to be there in sickness and in health.
　　I could say, till death do us apart, but I won’t.
　　Those vows are for optimistic couples, the vows full of hope,
　　but I do not stand here on my wedding day optimistic or full of hope.
　　I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful, I am sure, I’m steady
　　And I know, I’m a heart man,
　　take them apart, put them back together,I hold them in my hands,
　　I am a heart man, so this, I am sure,
　　you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend.
　　My heart, my heart beats for you.
　　And on this day, the day of our wedding,
　　I promise you this,
　　I promise you to lay my heart in the pond of your hands,I promise you, me.

      American medical TV series share too much in common. Like Emergency Room, it is always about sex and ex,broken heart and family, cheat and betray, gay and straight, unusual diseases which are once in a million, romantic dramas which are tri-angle or more. Surgeon, one of the most money-making careers in America, is just depicted to be perfect or should I say too perfect to be real. All the hard working and hard playing clealy make these doctors' life much more entertaining and worshiping.

      Can't remember why I watched Grey's Anatomy at first place. But the reason why I keep watching it is for sure, doctor Burke and my love of Grey's Anatomy B&C. Since it will be no more Burke in Seattle Grace after episode III, I believe there will be no more reason keeping me here. Truely it is time say goodbye.
    
      Doctor Burke, the best heart and chest surgeon for sure. The name it self represents the uncomparable wisdom, technique, delicacy and experience. The moment I saw him, I knew it is him. His confidence, calmness, devotion and dedication, he is the one who embraces all the best qualities you wish you could have. He never makes mistakes, because he is mistake-proof. He won't need pursue perfect, because he is perfect.

      Then he fell for some intern, Christina. Still can't remember who takes the first lead. But their relationship has been keeping steady and strong from the starting. No third-man interverence, no insatiable covetousness, no eating in the bowl while looking at the pot, no playing hard to get. It is not ambiguous, but simple. It is not dramatic, but sincere. It is not twisted but honest. It is not cheerful color, but crystal clear. Love me it you dare... Love me if you are the one... Burke loves Christina. He invites her to move in together. He needs her to be his invisible right hand on the operation when he couldn't handle it. He asks her to make the sacred vows before God. He wants her to be there for richer for poorer through sickness and health. He believes in true love and true heart. But this time, he hesitated. He never had any second thoughts about anything, that's the problem. He's not sure or steady any more. He knows about Christina. He's afraid that he knows her too well. He cares about her. He's afraid that he cares her too much. He wants her to be happy and what's best for her. He wants her to have what's she wants but not what's he wanted her to have. He wants her to be the Christina, not the woman he was trying to make her to be, not the woman he hoped she would become, just Christina. He doesn't want any change for her, any compromise from her. That's Burke, the doctor Burke who loves Christina and would be letting her go.

      As for C, she is just some intern, but still the best. She's got some potential to be one of the best attendings or surgeons. She's smart and competitive. But still she could also be stupid and dumb. She let go of something so beaufiful and precious. She let Burke leave and what's more she let Burke let her go. They never get married because it is not what she wants at that time, marriage or commitment. Career and family, why couldn't they have them all? When episode III ends, we see Christina standing in the empty apartment, in white wedding dress, desperately getting rid of the family tradition jewlery, crying for free. It's not home when it's Burke-less. It's not the Christina we love when it's Burke-less. She's just she, no more tags, just she.
      
      When Burke practised his wedding vows on the operation with other doctors and nurses witnessing, we nearly believed it, even himself believed it is time...for once and for real...
       
       I could promise to hold you and to cherish you
　　I could promise to be there in sickness and in health
　　I could say till death do us part
　　but I won't
　　those vows are for optimistic couples
　　the ones full of hope
　　and I do not stand here on my wedding day,
　　optimistic or full of hope
　　I am not optimistic
　　I am not hopeful
　　but I am sure
　　I am steady
　　and I know
　　I am a heart man
　　I take them apart
　　put them back together
　　I hold them in my hands
　　I am a heart man
　　so this
　　I am sure
　　you are my partner
　　my lover
　　my very best friend
　　my heart,
　　my heart beats for you
　　and on this day
　　the day of our wedding
　　I promise you this,
　　I promise you
　　to lay my heart in the palm of your hands
　　I promise you
　　-----me
  
      Nothing more to lose. Nothing more to remind. Nothing more to hold on to. And nothing more to have faith in. Burke could be chief if not for that accident. Burke could be happily married if not for that Chrstina. What remains in Seattle Grace is just some glorious records of his accomplishments. What remains in Christina's memory is just some fairy without a happy wedding ending. While what remains in my heart is always him, Burke, one and only. If I had the chance, I'd like to say those words exactly what Addison said: Don't marry her, doctor Burke, marry me instead.

      Time to leave Seattle Grace...Time to leave Grey's Anatomy...

      At least, I have said goodbye...